kutumbaba huwalawala

Single Awareness Day

2012-02-10T22:36:00.000-08:00

Yes! Valentine's day is coming to you. So, spread the love guys.

I'm gonna celebrate the V days with my family.

Yes, being single is so much fun!

XoXo

Back to 90's

2012-02-10T22:34:00.000-08:00

good song :')

Jakarta 2012

2012-02-06T23:48:00.000-08:00

Dannisa - my partner in crime

since 1996

Riza

Retha

Ayu - junior high bud

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012

2012-01-06T04:05:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012, guys! I've been busy with college thingy. And, I'm now in exam's week. YESH, its on 11th.

Nothing special with my new-year-eve. But the least thing I know, I'm still with him. Alhamdulillah :")

Come Back, Please.

2011-11-28T07:18:00.000-08:00

Selamat Datang Cinta - AB Three

sekian lama kumenunggu
sekian waktu berlalu
kutahu semua pasti kembali

Tiada pernah kusesali
dan tiada pernah kuragu
kutahu….semua pasti kembali
di dalam hidupku…

Selamat datang cinta
di tempatmu yang terindah
Seharusnya kau berada
selamanya di dunia
selamanya di dunia…

Selamat datang cinta
di tempatmu menghabiskan
seluruh sisa hidupmu
selamanya di dunia
selamanya … di dunia

I dedicated this song for you. and I know, you'd never come back, even for me.

Back to 2002

2011-11-19T05:27:00.000-08:00

♥

To My Future Husband

2011-11-14T11:40:00.000-08:00

It is important for me to write to you now, even before we know each other, because there is still time for both of us to think about our future and to make wise decisions. There are so many things I want to tell you. Girls are like that, you know. I want to share my dreams with you. I want to trust you to listen and to care about what I say. You are very important to me. When I think about getting married, I think about much more than just the wedding dress, bridesmaids, flowers, invitations and parties. To me, getting married means sharing the rest of my life with you. Growing old together - ‘til death do us part - with a lot of living in between. It means growing and changing and living through the good times as well as the bad. It means loving each other when it is difficult.

I look forward to a happy life with you and our children, but I’m not so unrealistic that I think we won’t have any problems or difficulties. Those will be the growing times when our love and commitment will be tested, and we will emerge stronger, wiser and more deeply in love. I know that we need each other to be holy and to become the man and woman God created us to be. God has already chosen us for each other. That is so awesome to me! I can hardly wait to meet you, but I know I have to be patient because it will only happen when it is God’s time for us to come together. Until then, I can think about you and pray for you and hope that you are thinking about me and praying for me, too. I hope so much that you are waiting for me just as I am waiting for you. I want both of us to do what is right. I want to respect you, and I want you to respect me. I want us to be able to recognize the goodness in each other. I want you to touch my heart with your goodness.

A friend told me once that it is necessary to know what is important to me and to have some “major” requirements when it comes to selecting my spouse. That way it will be easier for me to recognize you when we meet. The “majors” are basically those few character traits that are absolutely essential to me; traits that I just could not compromise on for any reason. I know the most important “major” is that my husband will have to know God, to love Him and to be willing to keep Him first in our lives. I have seen so much joy and happiness in families where God is the center, and now that I am older, I realize how important God is. I want our family to be happy too, and I know we cannot do it without God. The next “major” would be unselfishness. I’m not perfect in this area either, but I want both of us to be unselfish. We cannot go through life thinking only of ourselves. We have to be willing to make sacrifices for each other and for our children. We have to be willing to love. That’s not always easy, but unless we are committed to a lifetime of loving unselfishly, our marriage will never succeed.

We have to be honest too. No marriage can survive without honesty and trust. I know we will spend many hours just talking and learning about each other by sharing our thoughts and our feelings, our hopes, our dreams and our fears. I want us to be very comfortable with each other. I want so much to love you. And, I want you to love me. I want to be cherished, to be the most important person in your life, to be your most intimate friend. I want to be your wife. I want you tenderness and affection, your kindness and your strength. I want to be there for you when you feel happy and on top of the world, and I want to be there when your spirit is crushed. I want to feel protected and secure in your love and to trust you at all times. I want you to feel safe with me and never to be ashamed to talk about your fears and weaknesses. I want to encourage you to stand up for your beliefs and always to do what is right. I want to stand beside you as we go through life together. Remember, I said the wedding dress is not all that important? Well, the most important thing about the wedding dress is what it represents. The beauty of the white fabric symbolizes the purity of the bride. I want my dress to be that symbol to you. I want to cherish my virginity so that my gift of myself to you will be pure and holy. I want so much for you to do the same for me.

The world has cheapened and trivialized our beautiful gift of sexuality. It has ignored its awesome power to unite a man and a woman in marriage and to be the source of their greatest blessings, their children. I don’t want us ever to lose that sense of awe and reverence for this wonderful gift God designed for married couples. The power of our sexuality is so sacred. It is important to me that you believe that, too. It’s a “major”. We don’t have to make all the mistakes many of our older friends have made. We can have God’s best if we do it His way. So, why in the world am I telling you all of this? Because it’s on my mind. I do think about you a lot. I hope and pray that we will be strong enough to combat the lies the world has told us. The things we do and say today can affect the rest of our lives. We do have to think and to care about the way we live today. You are so important to me. Our future is important to me. Our marriage and our children are important to me. That’s why all of this matters.

I want to be your wife, and I want you to be my husband. Neither of us will ever be the perfect spouse, but we can strive to please God and to do His will. By doing that now and after we are married, I know we will have the grace we need to help each other and our children get to Heaven. And, after all, that’s really all that matters in the end.

So, future husband, I hope this letter makes a difference to you. I really do exist. Please wait for me. I am waiting for you.

Your future wife

credit to Adindi M Ramadhania

2 Year 4 Month Old With You

2011-11-14T10:16:00.000-08:00

Baby, did you remember the first day we talked to each other? the first time we met? I remember the day, that you're mine, I'm yours. You asked me to be your girlfriend, then it's a yes :)

it was a long-distance-relationship, and was only for 1.5 month. And I finally met you.

unforgettable moment

We're together live our life here, in Kuala Lumpur. Yes, the age of our relationship was 3 months old. We fought, laughed, cried, shared things together, day by day, month by month, year by year.

october 2009

This photo was taken a day after my operation (it's only a teeth). Then I asked you a question.

N: do you feel ashamed of me?

D: why should I?

N: ...because of my ugly look.

D: I would never feel ashamed because of your look or whatever. I do love you for whoever you are. and I don't care what people say about us, so do you.

Did you ever want to know how I feel? indescribable feelings :) seriously, those words are just made me feel happy, safe, and the luckiest girl ever. No bullshit.

Yeah, after yesterday we're fighting. You were right. Sometimes, I could be a nice and sweet person, also I easily to say "I love you". but when I had my mood down, I suddenly in second could hate you, like you're the wicked-mean-man ever.

but deep down in my heart, you're still mine and I always still yours. Together we still have tomorrow :)

i love you

Missing

2011-01-22T08:01:00.000-08:00

Dec 22, 2005,

You left me (for like ever) and been crying you all days.

I was doing nothing at that day, and suddenly I received a phone call from Aussie.

A very shocked phone call.

They said you're in a car accident and you were in coma. I panicked, stressed, everything's just mixed up. I couldn't breathe. I couldn't think clearly. I couldn't do anything when I heard that shocking news. Because we were separate by distance, you're there and I was in Jakarta. I just can't spontaneously buy a return tickets to there, and guess daddy won't allow me to go.

As days gone by, I prayed, again and again. I asked God to give you the best thing and also to save you... for me. He did the best but he didn't save you for me. He took you from me. You're gone. I haven't say a goodbye, even a little kiss for you.

Maybe, God always has a plan for us as a human being. I believe that, dear. Now, I moved on, and I met this guy. He's nice and sweet. I love him.

Babe, you're the greatest God's creature I've ever met. You're the sweetest things I've ever had. No one can replaces you.

Today, I'm missing you like much. Here, by this (I don't know what people call this, but this is a letter for you) I sent my pray for you. Hope you're doing good up there. Be good to God hehe. And, I know you watched me all day :-)

Yours,

Namita

Fireworks

2011-01-05T06:20:00.000-08:00

I just want to say...

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011

Welcoming You

2011-01-05T06:06:00.000-08:00

Short trip with old-friends, that was for the very first time, me and my boyfriend had a trip.

Once you landed your ass here in Kuala Lumpur, with less-money in your pocket, then you should try a city tour bus named "Hop on Hop off" and the tickets you can only buy (I guess) at Bukit Bintang.

New Year Eve

2011-01-05T05:42:00.000-08:00

It wasn't special for me. So old, so yesterday.

But hey, that was one thing that made my day so great and beautiful

I am touched by it, and I miss home :")

My boyfriend took me to the lounge which is next to my house. Had some chits chats with old-friends. So... yeah.

Happy New Year

January 1st, 2011

Look-let-it

2010-11-07T05:47:00.000-08:00

Looklet-ing............................... :D

Pink Lady

A Bad Dream

It's Saturday

No Name

Less Fashion

Over You

Long Way to Go

Brownies Choco

My New Look

Take Me

Follow mine : )

little me

Kenone Store

2010-10-09T04:05:00.000-07:00

Well, my boyfriend and his friends are starting to run a small fashion business. It still on progress. But, they are selling T-Shirt and (maybe) they receive designs also.

Buy Our Stuff or NAKED?! is Only for men : )

Words for You

2010-10-05T13:01:00.000-07:00

Have you been in a situation, that your beloved one, want to go reach their dreams in somewhere they're dreaming about, in other words, they have to leave you behind?

How do you solve this? Let them go and you just waiting for them to come back or vice versa?

* * * * *

Dance. Europe. You already know that. We both know.

I know it's hard. I use my ego for this. Go reach my dreams and (maybe) leaving you behind here. But you have my words. You have me. I promise, I will be back soon.

It is not about the places I want to go, babe. It is not about Europe or Paris or German or how rich people are. It is about dreams. I want my dreams and I want you too. I want it all comes true.

I don't want us to be apart.
I want us stay forever,
like we used to..

I LOVE YOU

Late Surprise

2010-09-30T07:19:00.000-07:00

I used to give this surprise on 22nd of September at least at 11.30 pm. But, God has a plan. So, my flight was delayed. So, yeah.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, LOVE! Now, you're 20.

and thanks guys, for everything : )

The Triple I countries

2010-09-29T15:07:00.000-07:00

yes, I am waiting for that. Eat, Pray, Love movie. On 30th of September.

Nothing Much To Do

2010-09-29T14:45:00.001-07:00

same like the other ordinary days.

We play, we laugh, we fight. And it always ends with tears.

Wherever he goes, I always there
So, the easier way to find me is just find him, and I always (be) behind his back. :p

Back Home

2010-09-17T15:02:00.000-07:00

Well, It is really good to be home (again), to be surrounded by people who you loved. I know it sounds weird to you guys, but that's true. When you have to leave your family for some reasons, you'll feel the same. No one can replace it. Even you live in the dreamland :D

I love this semester break, really. It is just because of Lombok, I guess? I mean, daddy gave us a few days after Raya to relax. Yes, us. Mommy, daddy and I. I never felt like this way. They just lovely -till I came back again to J-town.

And one thing I'm happy about is Kemal (my sister's son) will get his 1st on this Wednesday, same like my boyfriend. He's duper cute! I missed him so much. I missed the way he smiling, talking like "mamama, huh, yaya", dancing when he listen to music from Baby TV.

And oh! How I miss his smile.

I am so blessed to be here. Alhamdulillah : )

prepare prepare

2010-09-17T01:25:00.000-07:00

OHMY! I am sooooooooooooooooo addict to this.. >> click!

I hate when I see the prices in Rupiah. It is soooo expensive, I'd like to see in Ringgit :D

Well, hope I get the chance. I LOVE TRIP!

A.

2010-09-15T08:32:00.000-07:00

Yes, I Do!

Eid Mubarak

2010-09-14T06:39:00.000-07:00

I guess its not too late to wish you a Happy Eid Mubarak 1431 H

forgive all my wrong doings, unseen, unspoken. Hope you had a great Raya this year.

traditional food for Raya.

Perfectly Perfect

2010-09-14T00:48:00.000-07:00

Yes, Lombok for my holiday. It is near Bali, and so many people European and Australian here.

Senggigi Beach, Lombok, Nusa Tenggara Barat, Indonesia.

waiting for sunset

So it's a nice place, isn't?

shopping time!, Banyu Mulek.

Do visit taman narmada, as a part of your trip to Lombok.

Last but not least, who loves hiking or climbing, come to Waterfall Senarun.

Lombok has so many travel agent.

So, packed your clothes, get your ticket and feel the luxury of Lombok.

Missing You Here

2010-09-05T02:38:00.000-07:00

What is on your mind?

HOW YOU DOING?

MISSING ME?

HOW IS JAKARTA TREATING YOU, BABE?

HAVE THEY BEEN GOOD TO YOU?

This Morning

2010-09-05T02:21:00.000-07:00

On Yahoo Messenger

Me (M) : Morning Dad
Dad (D) : Morning sweetheart
M : you know what is the happiest moment for me?
D : What?
M : TOMORROW IS MY LAST EXAMS! booyeah
D : Wait.. hold on a sec
M : ....
D : I wonder, what if.. we (you, me and mom) go to Lombok on 11th-13th? it is only 2days.
M : 11th? Still Ied, isn't it?
D : You're in or not? we can reschedule for that.
M : ....
D : The answer is yes?
M : Oukay then.
D : Done. we'll go on 10th evening then will back to Jakarta on 14th

YES. LOMBOK FOR MY (REALLY) SHORT SEMESTER BREAK.
Well, actually I have a very long sem-break. But but but.... will tell ya later :D

2010-08-30T08:48:00.000-07:00

Got a new pony-cut.

Night!

Broken Hearted Girl

2010-08-30T08:38:00.000-07:00

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love enough to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you

Bring Back All The Memories

2010-08-28T22:13:00.000-07:00

it wasn't me, believe it : )

I miss high school so much! Missing the moments that we spent together; the laugh, the tears, those happy faces, the fight, everything! I can't wait any longer to see my high-school friends. Next month. yes! on September.

Especially this one

Fina

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Another Friends Come

2010-08-23T09:02:00.001-07:00

Twin Tower - Malaysia

Happy Tuesday!

Love Has No Distance

2010-08-22T02:53:00.000-07:00

A.J Rafael feat Jesse Barrera - She Was Mine

So I hopped on a train,
Three in the afternoon,
I don't know when I'm coming back,
But I hope that its soon,
See I never thought (never thought)
that I'd have to leave your side.

Its only physically,
But know that you will be on my mind,
Twenty four hours at a time,
'Cause in my eyes you were mine (you were mine).

Reff :
No matter where you go,
I won't be very far,
'Cause in my head I'll be right there where you are,
'Cause love has no distance baby,
Love, love has no distance baby,
No, not when it comes to you and me.

See she wrote me a letter,
Said the weather wasn't better,
But she said that she was doing fine,
I wanna see you face to face,
That's what she wrote to me that day,
And I knew that it was all a sign.


So I wrote back with this song,
Promise it won't be too long,
Wanna make up for all our lost time.

So I'm looking through these boxes.
My life's gone off track.
'Cause its been three years.
She hasn't written back.
But in my eyes.
She's still mine.

And I know it sounds so stupid,
To be waiting this long,
But I'm still in love and I know I'm not wrong,
'Cause in my eyes,
She was mine.

I dedicated this song to my beloved. Happy Anniversary! ♥

2010-08-11T15:28:00.000-07:00

in this Holly Month, Ramadhan
please, forgive me
for all unspoken things that (maybe) hurt you
my mistakes that I have ever done

Happy Fasting!

VELOCITY 2010

2010-08-11T15:16:00.000-07:00

AND YES IT SUCCEED!

opening by Angklung (Indonesian traditional instrument)

Saman Dance by MMU Indonesia Student Society (traditional dance from Aceh, Indonesia)

Winner of "Battle of The Band", Frolic.

Last but not least,

GLENN FREDLY

Velocity CREW with Glenn Fredly

THANKS GUYS FOR COMING! See you in the next Velocity...

Velocity PPI Help University College

2010-07-08T06:00:00.001-07:00

2010-07-02T09:48:00.000-07:00

NOW....

VELOCITY IS SELLING

Pre-sale ticket : RM 65

VIP ticket : RM 130

On the spot ticket : RM 85

for any information or booking tickets

please contact :

adit : +60-17-2330706

reza : +60-16-2003514

jo : +60-16-6251724

-Velocity PPI Help University College-

2010-07-01T04:56:00.000-07:00

July's coming

and

fast-forward to 9

please please please....?

Urbanscapes 2010

2010-06-30T04:45:00.000-07:00

2010-06-30T04:38:00.000-07:00

How do you feel, if you lost your friends?

New Account

2010-05-27T20:56:00.000-07:00

YEAP, VELOCITY HAS A TWITTER ACCOUNT! :D

Follow Me

Join them for further information. and be part of this huge event.

G-F

2010-05-27T20:17:00.000-07:00

According to the previous posting, for those who don't know, who Glenn Fredly is, I will explain to you a little bit here.

or you can open this : Glenn Fredly

Glenn Fredly is a famous Pop-Jazz singer in Indonesia. He's originally from Indonesia, of course. Everybody loves him, love his songs, love his voice. I also do love Glenn Fredly : )

Here, I'll show you a few of his songs. Enjoy!

Glenn Fredly Ft Rio Febrian - All My Life (Unplugged)

Glenn Fredly - Januari
This song is also famous in Malaysia. Hello, Malaysian Citizen!

Glenn Fredly -You're My Everything

So, What are you waiting for? Velocity is ahead of you. Wanna come? The answer should be, YES! : D

VELOCITY PPI HELP University College

2010-05-25T05:26:00.000-07:00

PPI (Indonesian Student Society) HELP University College proudly present :

VELOCITY
(Village of Love, Music and Creativity)

This event is (still) in progress. We kindly open pre-registration for band. So, come and join us! For Indonesian Student who study in Malaysia, please bring your friends here.

Keep your eyes on closing date of pre-registration for band and contact our person. THANKS!

SALE

2010-05-25T05:23:00.000-07:00

THE GREAT SALE IN SINGAPORE !!!

(kindly check the date :D)

Ceski Republiky

2010-05-25T04:55:00.000-07:00

Yeap, a week ago, me and my family went to this antique city. IT WAS AMAZING
and
I ♥ Prague

Czech Airport

Indonesian Embassy in Prague

Lunch at Buddha (Prague 1)

Astronomical Clock

Czech Republic

2010-05-16T19:18:00.000-07:00

Any recommendation sightseeing-places in Prague/Czech?

Will see you (again) on May 23rd. SEE YA! :)

FOR YOU!

2010-05-06T09:35:00.000-07:00

Me encanta la forma en que sonríe

J'aime quand il essaie de me calmer

Ik hou van d manier waarop hij omhelst me

Mi Piace quando si miscela con I miei amici e le familglie

Ich liebe weg und weise verbrachten wir unsere zeit zusammen

Eu amo a maneira como falamos sobre o nosso futuro

I love the way he decorates his room with my presents

I love when he tries to cheer me up

I love when he solves my problem

I love the way we live this life together

I love him, Always and Forever

I list down 10 reasons why I love you.
Happy 10th months anniversary.

Adelaide Sky

2010-05-06T09:12:00.000-07:00

Though we're separated by the distance, we have to keep our faith. That's the key to lead us to the future and a good relationship. I hope we can through all the problems.

I Love You, always & forever.

Be a good there, Boy! I MISS YOU EFFING MUCH!

S-V

2010-05-06T09:02:00.000-07:00

my visa :=)

Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap, Schengen Visa is already in my hand.

Czech Republic

vidím tam !

J-Town

2010-05-06T08:41:00.000-07:00

Yes Yes....

I AM ENJOYING THIS HEAVEN CITY! What a life :D Thanks God.

JAKARTA'S VIEW

my partner-in-crime :D

Daddy

Mommy

2010-04-22T18:54:00.000-07:00

J - Town

soon ☺

SEE ~ YA !

7

2010-04-22T18:53:00.000-07:00

And yes.....

Happy 7th months birthday, Baby Kemal.

Auntie loves you.

2010-04-22T18:45:00.001-07:00

Oh yes, and I wanna share you about online-shopping-list.

For Indonesian and Malaysian Citizen only

Check them out!

Shopping Time!

2010-04-22T09:52:00.000-07:00

INDONESIA

1. Cotton Ink

2. Mei & Niq

4. Magic Happens
5. Picnic
6. Mint Creations
7. Wonder Shoe

Shopping Time!

2010-04-22T09:27:00.000-07:00

MALAYSIA

1. Alice Wonders
2. Black-Milk Project

3. Blisfully Beautiful

4. Sunny Sideup

6. Old Blossom

7. Tender Blush

Last but not least, for Malaysian Citizen only. Come and shopping at Blueberry!

The Angels

2010-04-22T09:20:00.001-07:00

I really fall in love with this pictures. The way mom and Kemal laugh, and grandpa-grandson time. Oh, How I miss my family so bad. They are the reason why I should finish my course. ♥

Movie of the month ; April

2010-04-15T11:38:00.000-07:00

They're no-watching-movies. So watch the date!

1. Date Night. Steve Carell, Tina Fey, Leighton Meester. 8 April 2010.

2. The Runaways. Kristen Stewart, Dakota Fanning. 8 April 2010

3. Furry Vengeance. Brendan Fraser, Brooke Shields. 2 April 2010.

4. When In Rome. Kristen Bell, Josh Duhamel. 15 April 2010.

5. Shutter Island. Leonardo DiCaprio, Mark Ruffalo, Ben Kingsley. 15 April 2010.

6. Death at A Funeral. Chris Rock, James Marsden, Luke Wilson, Zoe Saldana. 29 April 2010

7. IP Man 2. Donnie Yen, Sammo Hung, Lynn Hung, Huang Xiao Ming. 29 April 2010.

8. Iron Man 2. Robert Downey Jr., Gwyneth Palthrow, Scarlett Johansson. 29 April 2010.

The date is only for Malaysian Citizen.

Salute!

2010-04-15T11:34:00.001-07:00

I feel so surprised. Evita Nuh, an eleven years old girl, who has a gorgeous style but still in her age. Unbelievable! Eleven, hello! I really adore her.

Well, I have no words to say anything about her. She has no feel about people who talks behind her back for her-youngish-age in the fashion world. And I do love her first give-away. I wanna get her stuffs, but it's like impossible to get them. I'm lack of information.

So, keep on work, little girl. God bless you :)

♥

A Love Letter for You

2010-04-07T01:42:00.000-07:00

I feel so down lately. It just because I remember what you said to me. About the "October-2011-and-third year" and you always told me that 'We have a plenty time to make all better than yesterday until I get my third year and graduated. Just pray for me, babe'.

I just worried about me, yes me. You will leave me so soon and I have nobody here. And I will be missing every single moments that we made. I'll be missing to see the way you're sleeping, the way you kiss me, the way you hug me, the way you touch my heart, the way you make me so homey, everything about you! Everything, Aditra......

You are like my daddy, my brother, my hero and also my best-partner-in-life. I found "my daddy" in you.

I want to say sorry, for everything. For make you sad, make you so upset. That was the way I want to get your love, your attention. I love you so much.

As Time Goes By.....

2010-04-06T09:16:00.000-07:00

This post, I dedicate to you. Yes, you!

God, I hate to say goodbye, but time is flying so fast.

Now, you're in second year and you told me that in this October you will get your third year. Then October 2011, you will leave me! Can I just hold the time???! I won't October, I won't 2011, I just want you to stay here beside me 'till...... FOREVER.

It hurts me, feel like wanna cry if I remember the October-2011-third year. I'm happy for you if you graduated in 2011, I would be the first person will say you "Congratulation". But.... can't you feel this heart?

I always pray for your study, your life, everything! But I don't want you to leave me. I love you so much, Aditra. Happy 9th months anniversary.

Happy Birthday!

2010-04-05T20:33:00.000-07:00

I would like to say "Happy Birthday" to my lovely sister Milla Garina. May you have a good year, good things to do and have a happy family. May God always bless and cherish you. Amen!

12 years ago

Kendi's Birthday

2 months pregnant

Reality and Dream

2010-04-04T08:00:00.000-07:00

Do you have a dream? A dream is something that you want to reach but you realized and that's just impossible. Like me, I want to become an accountant but my dream is want to be a professional Jazz-Ballet dancer. Somehow, I don't want to bean accountant, I want to be a dancer.

Yes yes! When my parents asked me about "what/who I want to be" in the next three 'till five years. The first answer is accountant. Then my daddy told me that, I don't want to be a-behind-desk-employee, and I gave a second answer is dancer. They let me to choose which universities that I want, but still, mother won't let me to be a dancer. Mother tell me that I have to finish this majoring in 3 years, maximum is 4 years then they give me a permission to take school-arts.

let it goes flow............. : )

2010-03-31T16:09:00.000-07:00

April is coming!

Can't wait to see Jakarta

and

enjoy the awesome Europe trip!

♥

Save Our Planet!

2010-03-26T13:42:00.000-07:00

save our planet by turning off the lights.

Saturday, March 27th, 2010
9.30 pm - 10.30 pm

Long Way to Go

2010-03-16T00:53:00.000-07:00

It has been eight months we have been together. It's like unbelievable. I never thought that we have been through all until now. You are the perfect guy I've ever met. I have no words to describe this feelings. All I can say is just "I love you", babe.

We have so much plan to do, so many dreams to reach. But we just stay on what we are and mind people talking about us. I hope this relationship can lead us to the future, Amen :)

I ♥ YOU

2010-03-08T00:30:00.000-08:00

HELLO WORLD!

I just came back from hospital. Yes! HOSPITAAAAAAL. It was nice being hospitalized. I met the thing named Television! And now my weight is 45kgs. HAPPY!

2010-02-13T02:27:00.000-08:00

JAKARTA

I'M

COMING

IN

REAL

SOON!

Yes, i'm going back to my hometown. glad to hear that my parent allows me to go home. Thanks!

Valentine's gift

2010-02-13T02:23:00.000-08:00

Even you were not here with me in this special day, but thanks for the gift ;)
Happy Valentine Day, babe. I love you.

2010-02-06T08:51:00.000-08:00

New Video of Kemal

when he tries to reach the video recorder, my mom said "take it, come on take it" :)

4months y'o.

The Wishes

2010-02-04T03:22:00.000-08:00

1. more love me :)
2. more understand me :)
3. stop dealing with that things (i know you'll notice this)
4. stop playing your Blackberry :p
5. control your emotion :D
6. more patient :)
7. always stay together with me :D

sorry for not putting the "ES" - "7 Wish" on and for inconvenient view at number 3 ;)

V Days

2010-01-29T21:35:00.000-08:00

Valentine's day

is

coming

♡♡♡♡♡

so

prepare

before

its

too

LATE ;)

have you prepare a gift for your boy/girl friend?

Eat The Shit

2010-01-23T18:16:00.000-08:00

from the previous posting.. Do you remember, I posted about "FASHION"? Well, I just make a blog for my fashion-style (I feel like wanna laugh)

ok, here my blog

click the photo ;)

Camera

2010-01-21T20:15:00.001-08:00

Spectra

CAN I HAVE THEM?

The Cutest Couple ;D

2010-01-21T19:04:00.000-08:00

They are my parents. And..... I miss them!

Confession

2010-01-21T17:15:00.000-08:00

My first confess is all about fashion. Why fashion? Because, these days I usually go and read and see.....

http://dianarikasari.blogspot.com/

how she mix and match her clothes and her unique style. I do like her. She's cute, by the way :)

Why people like fashion? I mean, why they posted their style on blog? And why they always so dress up?

First thing, I wanna ask you guys (the-fashion-people), Don't you feel uncomfortable being-a-fashion?

If you love fashion, you don't need to feel weird or asking your self "How do I look?" when you wear the clothes, just dress up, feel confident and you must have your own fashion-style!

I don't really like to be a-fashion.
To be frank, I do have my own fashion-style.

Actually, it's random, but I love being-ethnic.

So, here you go, my confess. no offense, guys :)

WISH LIST ITEMS

2010-01-19T04:11:00.000-08:00

1. New Black Berry Phone

2. POLAROID

3. Denim Jacket

4. Short Pants

5. Long Pants

6. Legging-fake-jeans

7. Floral Skirts

8. Floral Tops

9. Cute Dresses

10. New Bags

11. Flat Shoes

12. High Heels

13. ...and many more :)))

2010-01-09T20:04:00.001-08:00

My Resolution for 2010 :

1. PASSED ALL my SUBJECTS

2. make my parents and boyfriend proud of me

3. REACH MY DREAMS

4. my weight from 48kgs to 40kgs *.*

5. OPEN boutique line

6. AROUND to Australia, NZ, Thailand and Paris!

7. TAKE my second mother to Makkah!

8. Take my mommy to Vietnam and Daddy to Lebanon

9. SAVING UP MONEY

10. have a POLAROID

11. have a new cellphone

11. be a good and better person

Them!

2010-01-09T18:26:00.000-08:00

Well, I just posted a video of Daddy and Kemal. What a very touch video! When I watched this video on Facebook, I feel like daddy loves Kemal so much. and It makes me miss them.

He told me that He is very grateful that he has Kemal in his life and I can see "It's true" through his eyes when he said like that.

Can you see a-happiness-smile and eye on his in this photo?

I just cannot imagine and feel how much daddy loves Kemal. Yes, Kemal is his first grandson, that's why He loves him.

a new photo of Kemal and new hat, of course :)

When will I come back and meet them again?
God, i miss them

Choose for Me!

2010-01-08T14:58:00.001-08:00

Choose for my blog background!

Birdy Pinky

Zebra Stripes

Browny

Easter!

Cup Cakes

I found them on http://www.thecutestblogontheblock.com

They're cute

2010-01-08T14:49:00.000-08:00

I just don't know where they got the idea. But they are really cute!

just visit their blog on http://www.kevinandamanda.com

How To Remove The Navigation Bar on Your Blog?

2010-01-08T14:35:00.000-08:00

I found the steps on..

http://www.thecutestblogontheblock.com

If you're already sign in, then click View Blog. At the top right, you will see "Customize" and select "Edit HTML"
Hit "CTRL F" to show up the find box.
Copy this code : .navbar {display:none;} and paste it above
/* Variable definitions.
Preview and save!

and your blog will look like this!

New Skin!

2010-01-05T14:49:00.000-08:00

Check out your Friendster now! I'm suprised..

The Brothers from Australia

2010-01-02T06:29:00.000-08:00

Adam (Up) Jessie (Bottom)
aren't they cute?

"tickle.. tickle.." "toing.. toing.. (when they touched our head)"
"you die.. you die from smoking!"

the silly one, Jessie.

He always asked me to laugh with him. He always tickled my neck then he tried to talk to me. But my respond? was nothing! hahaha he's cute anyway, but I love his brother ;)

the cute one, Adam ;)
Jessie's brother

New Year Eve = Penang

2010-01-01T22:12:00.000-08:00

I just don't know, where the Idea comes from. First, my boyfriend and I wanted to go to Singapore for celebrating new year. But it changed! And we went to Penang!

We went not just two of us. We went with...

Nabilla and Alia

Ibnu

Ellang

But It was kinda boring there. Nothing to do! ergghhh. But I love that place. hmm, beach :)

Well, happy new year, everyone :) Have a nice one in 2010 and be a good person.

One of My Favorite Food

2009-12-27T23:07:00.000-08:00

I'd like to say BIG thanks to http://redwhiteandblueworldly.blogspot.com (read : Delima)

I just click and read her blog, then..................... I FOUND THIS!

click the photo ;)

Oh my God, it has been a long time.. I miss this food. Indonesian people (I guess Jakarta's people) called it as Lidi. It is.. a traditional food? I'm not sure. But you can call it as traditional food if you want ;)
Well, I knew this food when I was younger (like grade 7 or 8?)
yayaya! Every school break, I ate that. hmm yummy. It has two flavor, spicy and salty. I like the spicy one.

New Year Eve's coming!

2009-12-27T21:39:00.000-08:00

prepare yourself
and
count your days!

hope

you

have

a

good

one

for

2010

I NEED HELP!

2009-12-25T18:24:00.000-08:00

hey! I really wanna watch...

ANYONE! If you got any link to this, please let me know. I want it so bad. THANK YOU

XoXo

IKEA Stuffs

2009-12-22T08:04:00.000-08:00

Hello Readers!

Well, I just came back from surgery, little surgery. Then I went to IKEA with my mother. My mom wants to buy some stuffs. So here the items...

Black Octopus Hat

Fruity Hat

Buffalo, Mbeee...

did you see the swollen on my cheek? That's the effect of the surgery.

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2009-12-13T08:01:00.000-08:00

I'm not Christian nor Protestant, I am a Muslim, but I would like to say..

MERRY CHRISTMAS

POLAROID

2009-12-12T16:54:00.001-08:00

sweet heart

Kak Dilla's Surprise Birthday (after night ladies)

Iedul Adha

Totz Family

Last Arisan

Giraffe In the Evening

2009-12-11T01:19:00.000-08:00

What if I have a short hair? ;)

New Statue of Obama

2009-12-10T21:10:00.000-08:00

http://umum.kompasiana.com/2009/12/11/patung-obama-di-menteng/

Hello, Indonesia! Now you can see the statue of Obama, LIVE in Taman Menteng, Jakarta. Well all I know about Obama is he has been live and school in one of public elementary school in Menteng. OH! Is that the reason why government made the statue? Interesting!

But Why Obama?

New Russel

2009-12-10T21:07:00.000-08:00

cute ;)

Kemal ;)

2009-12-10T18:50:00.000-08:00

Kemal ;)

He tries to talk to my sister. How cute he is. I miss Kemal so much.
I WANNA GO HOME, NOW ;(

2009-12-10T18:24:00.000-08:00

I just woke up and doing nothing. Oh! I'm waiting for my boy friend. he just finished his class and he promise will bring me rice.
I'm HUNGGRRRRYYYY!!

Intorduce my friend. It's hippo. I bought it at IKEA. Is that cute?

Do You Believe In.....

2009-12-10T05:08:00.000-08:00

What's the meaning of best friend forever or the one who know you very well? It is the one who you trust and you believe them that they would keep your secrets, right? Do you believe that? I mean, do you believe that your best friend would keep your secrets for-ever? And do you believe that they would not talk behind you? If the answer is "Yes, I do believe blablabla.." You're absolutely wrong.

For me, there is no real best friend forever or the one who know you very well or they would keep your secrets or they would not talk behind you. Bullshit! They just want attention from you. If there is a best friend forever, maybe a little.

So, watch out! Do not believe your friends 100% ;)
Maybe they would be your enemy, one day. Who knows?

I Miss You, F

2009-12-09T04:25:00.001-08:00

Well, honestly I miss this girl. I miss seeing her stupid face, watching movies in her ipod when we're in class (what subject, fin? I forgot) and taking pictures together.
aaaah EVERYTHING!!

I met her when I was in senior high school grade 11. She used to be a new student of my school. She moved from her old school. I don't know why we can become a good friend. She's very far ,in New Zealand. I cannot meet her now. Be a good girl, Fina. I miss you. XoXo

december 9, 2009

2009-12-09T00:21:00.000-08:00

five month anniversary's gift

We just hang out and watched "Love Happens" together. I didn't expected that he would did the sweet things like this. I mean like he bought me five flowers for today, isn't that cute? I never been treated like this before. I am so blessed to know that he did the sweet things like today.

I LOVE YOU

I Wish I Could Have 'Em

2009-12-08T15:52:00.000-08:00

Cute ;)

RUSSELL: Good afternoon. My name is Russell. And I am a wilderness explorer in tribe 54, Sweat lodge 12. Are you in need of any assistance today, sir?
CARL: No.
RUSSELL: I could help you cross the street.
CARL: No.
RUSSELL: I can help you cross your yard.
CARL: No.
RUSSELL: I could help you cross your porch.
CARL: No.
RUSSELL: Well, I gotta help you cross something.
CARL: No, I’m doing fine.
RUSSELL: Good afternoon. My name is Russell. And I am a wilderness explorer in tribe 54. Sweat Lodge 12. Are you in need of any assistance today…
(door slams)
RUSSELL: Aww.

Simple, but Touchy

2009-12-07T21:24:00.000-08:00

Maybe you can use this for anniversary's gifts. It is simple but very touchy :)

four month anniversary gift's from him

At that time, I stressed with my assignments, microeconomics! When I went out for a while, he just put that photo on my laptop. Then I came back, I saw four photos and a white paper with "I LOVE YOU, HAPPY 4 MONTH". I was melting.

Three Months :)

two months anniversary gift's from me

I was inspired from my friend, Danang. He made this for his five or six months anniversary with his girlfriend.

How to make this?
You just count the days, how long you've been together with your girl/boyfriend. Then you use lovely words to make them more in love with you :p

Why don't you try to make a video? It is still lovely

Baby Kemal

2009-12-07T19:14:00.001-08:00

Sister, Kemal and Mommy @ Hospital

Fall Asleep ;)

Mommy teaches Kemal how to use BlackBerry

my favorite photo ;)

Sister, Kemal and Aunty Gini

2009-12-07T18:33:00.000-08:00

Traditional Crackers, lovely

HOTPOT! This is my favorite one :)

Satay

traditional mini cake ;)

Fruit Punch, home made by mommy

I Wanna Keep You in My Life, Forever

2009-12-01T00:34:00.000-08:00

Maybe I'm too much giving a title for this post. But it has many meaning for me.

It is true, I want to keep this guy in my life forever.

Although the age of our relationship is still fairly young, but I feel like he is the one for me. Maybe I'm too naive, but who does not want to keep their love forever? Everybody wants!
If somebody asked me, "would you marry with him if he purposed you?" then the answer is YES!

first time, we're dating!

@ Pavillion, Malaysia

Maybe you have read this before, but please re-read thispost!
Well, happy anniversary, babe. We've been together for like five months, I hope it makes us more mature in dealing a problem. I Love You so much!